Fistula: still waiting for it to work right

It’s time to try to use the fistula again. We start the same way we started the first time with both 17 needle. Then we’ll go to the 16 needle and finally the 15. Needles are based on resistance just like wires. So the larger the number the smaller the needle and the more resistance. Now my fistula is one third normal skin and two thirds under scar tissue. So far I’ve only been able to get them to stick the scar tissue twice. They only want to stick me into the skin that is thinner. The problem with that is the whole area is only about an inch and a half long. That’s a lot of sticks for such a small area. They say they will stick me wherever the surgeon marks my arm. Right now they been using the fistula for two weeks that’s a total of six sticks. They have missed twice. Every time they miss it makes a bruise about 3″ x 3″ on my bicep. On the two times that they have missed they used one needle in my arm and the other in the port. I was really hoping to get rid of the port so I would stop having this thing sticking out of my chest. Now I am thinking that I’ll try to keep the port in for a while longer. This will give me time for the bruises on my arm to heal a little. This also makes it easier for me to get out of dialysis because when they stick my arm I have to wait 20 minutes for the bleeding to stop. Usually I don’t mind the wait but I still have lots of appointments to make at the center that is 3 1/2 hours away. I have two more appointments at the dialysis center before I make it to the surgeon. When I make it to the surgeon he will make the final decision of where they can and can’t stick me.